What a fool I have been, thinking that I could control my life…
Although I accepted that there’s a God greater than myself, I still refused to surrender to Him, wasting huge amounts of energy in the process.
Although I’ve witnessed the perfection in his system numerous times, I still kept trying to manipulate everything and becoming estranged from my own essence.
How I sinned, not knowing what it means to be “intimate.”
How isolated I became by resenting my own creation.
And to top it all, while claiming to look for love, I ran away from it.
Now I see God, as well as what I have done to myself.

Hasan Sonsuz Çeliktaş
Hasan Sonsuz Çeliktaş originates from Mersin as his hometown. After attending Toros High School, he graduated from Ankara University with a degree in Public Relations. After working five years as a research assistant at the same University, he resigned and founded derKİ. Thereafter, he began writing for derKİ as well. He was a writer of Cosmopolitan, Esquire, Yeni Aktüel, and the Akşam Newspaper. The author of three books, he has two children.
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